Getting real with life.

Maybe I am just feeling down. Maybe I just need to type. Whatever. This doesn't have to be good. This is just for me. So, how is Kay doing on life. Lets take a look.
Object one:Was the dude I was dating who dumped me worth my time?
Perhaps.
Cons:
Drank all the time.
Was emotionally distant/ didn't know how to handle emotions other than run away from them and wouldn't just sit next to me when I was having a bad day
Didn't like hanging out with Tonya
Friends where more important to me.
Treated me like a chore.
Gave me an anniversary gift and then decided that it was enough to count as my birthday gift. 
 Put less effort in that me.
Was never sure their friends liked me. (Seemed like I was more put up with than liked)
Was a bit pretentious about his great taste of music, and wouldn't have any of mine.
Seldom gave me compliments. (Mostly only when inebriated)
Dumped me on a whim. Hard and mean.
I worked really hard for that relationship, they sometimes did. Only if I was convenient.
It felt like they were with me because it was convenient some days.
They didn't fight for me. They just saw something going wrong and gave up.

Pros:
Held me.
 Made me feel happy.
 Was really funny.
Played video games with me.
Bought me food and things.
Remembered days, like how long we had been together and stuff.
Really good sex.
Was really funny, like we laughed all the time.
Cared about me (said they did).
Played Pathfinders with me.
Had cool friends.
Had great taste of music.
Was easy to be around.
Gave me a place to stay.
Listened to me, sometimes.
Thought of things to do for me in the little ways/ Was really good at the "little things"
Was incredibly attractive. (Those legs, those arms, and that bendability. But mostly that face, when they weren't hiding behind shades.)
Liked me. (I think)
Cooked me food.

I will look at this list and expand it more later.