I want to be better than this. So badly. Whatever this is, whatever I am right now, it doesn't seem good enough. Because no one ever cares unconditionally about anyone. It just doesn't work like that. And no one really cares that much, so I must not be good enough.
I must not be enough. I want to be enough. I hurt so badly. I wish I saw the world differently.
I will keep being better. I will get better. I will rely on no one, expect nothing from everyone, and stop hoping for someone. Its better this way. To hurt silently, to stop complaining, and just work on getting better.
No one needs to know me at all. And for those who do, I'm sure they don't care, and would rather they didn't.
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