Drifting away.

I am getting to the point where I am now avoiding social interaction. I write, I read, I exercise and draw all by myself. I even did an improv scene by myself today. I'm going out of my way to find places people never go, and then giving myself excuses to go there. It isn't that I dislike all my friends, or that I find them to be a headache, I just like being by myself. Some of them have problems, that they don't want to talk about, others are mad at things, but they don't want to talk about it, and some of them just don't like being around me, and are only there because someone else dragged them there. And then there are some that I just haven't seen in a while. There is something very liberating about just being with yourself. I had a conversation out loud with a bird on the side of the trail and it was fine. I walked barefoot on hot hot sand and it felt great. I like the company of myself. Its nice.