This is no specific order. This is also not passive aggressive stuff, as that there is no way for me to talk to virtually all of these people, or these are things that I have already told them previously, and I just can't get them off my mind.
1 : I want you to be happy. I want you to like yourself. I want you to realize how much you have. I wish you could tell me to my face that you're disappointed in me. I really hope that you have a wonderful life. I'm sorry that you had to watch me grow into a different person. I'm glad I did, but I know you hated me a little for it.
2: You are the reason that I love comedy. You are the reason I knew good people exist. You are the reason I do my best to never give up on the good things in life. You are still my inspiration. I want you to be happy, and if I ever have the universe owe me a favor, I'm making Jim Carry spend a week with you.
3: I always wonder what type of person I would be if I had never met you. You screwed over so much of my life. I wasted over four years on you. A part of me knows that you didn't die that night, you didn't ever die, but thanks to you I will always know that, at least for that night, I would rather be a murderer than let myself suffer. You are the person that made me realize what it is to hate someone, to become bitter, to become engulfed with indignation. But you also made me stand up for myself. You forced me to put myself first. Even if that meant crushing someone else. I don't think I'll ever forgive you. But I did grow. If I ever met you again, I would probably punch you a few times. And kick you in the balls until you would never be able to reproduce.
4: When I first met you, I wanted to date you. Its been about five years or so, and I still feel this way. I realize this is a problem, and I also realize this will probably never be fixed. I also want you to be happy. You deserve it.
5: I really want to see you in a few years. You are one of the most interesting people I have ever met. Please stay cool and change the world like you said you would. I'm sure that you really made a difference for those kids that you helped build a house for. I want you to learn how to rule a country, because you said you wanted to, and you would make a great president.
6: You were my first best friend. I'm sure you would think me to be a detestable human being, but that's why I was proud to be your friend. You are have to most moral backbone out of virtually all the people I have ever met.
7: You are the most existential person I have ever met. You remind me that great people exist. If I ever wanted to be like someone else, I would want to be like you. I'm sorry I'm a disappointment, but I thank you so much for everything you've told me. All the encouragement, all the honesty, all the openness. You are quite probably the most beautiful person I have ever met, and I'm glad you enjoy your life so much. I have no doubt that you will be famous within a few years.
8: Thank you for all the direction. You helped me to become as good as I am, and helped me stay passionate.
9: Sitting on your roof was one of the coolest moments of my entire life. Your determination and work ethic amaze me; you will one day be the head of Disney, and you will deserve it.
10: I know that you just used me, but I'm glad I got to be your friend. I know you know that I liked you, as that I have never made more of a fool out of myself. I hope you go far.
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